I left my full time teaching job of 27 years as it was destroying me. I am a supply/substitute teacher now. I have more time for myself, but it is taking a long time for me to get my real self back. I'll get there.
I never really properly talk here anymore huh?? I feel like I don't do that anywhere on the interwebz anymore lol, I just kinda post and carry on? Jeez remember when I used to stick status updates on here constantly complaining? That was bad, just putting it lightly, like I'd prefer not to remember that myself and how angry I was all the time for no reason Anyway tho, I guess just not to be too angsty, cause to be honest I've been feeling that way recently, and I don't want to burden anyone, so that's kinda exactly why I'm writing this up as a journal, just to get some feelings out and seek some advice here Idk if anyone who watches me has been in this same headspace, but basically I feel like I've wronged a lot of people, I was young but I still acted shitty and hurt people, this isn't just about the last couple years, but probably since I've been actively online, like I'm thinking about stuff I did like 7 years ago even, I was an actual child then and I could easily just brush it